Чужая Chuzhaya

人的记忆是短暂的。

2011-08-17T22:22:00.003+08:00

人的记忆是短暂的。

这句话对了一半，也错了一半。
事情一旦发生了，记忆就会一直留在脑海里，但我们认为已经把它忘记时，其实只是忘了它的存在，或者不知道它漂流在脑海里的哪个角落而已，看不见不代表它消失了。

文字无法把当下的心情与事情完完整整的记载下来，但是能够带领人们一步一步的把回忆找出来。
就像导航系统，每一篇文字都为一种感觉，一片记忆标上了记号。
纵使有一天那个记号漂得好远无法被看见的时候，眼前的文字会让当时的感觉和气氛统统涌现出来。

有些事情，想一直去回味，记忆可能把细节一一的记下了，但是脑子就是无法把它一一解码，一些事情非得要靠文字记载，才不会在无法解码的时後倍感后悔。

兔年 =3

2011-02-05T00:42:00.003+08:00

祝大家兔年平安喜樂！
=3

夏浪

2011-01-29T23:48:00.000+08:00

夏浪你在哪兒？我好想念你！

Review on Dermacell

2011-01-23T23:20:00.004+08:00

I got the invitation to do a review about the Dermacell Miracle Refining Cream, at first I feel reluctant to try the product because I am currently using a series of facial products, but I was convinced by its features, natural ingredient and the line "Formulated in UK", so decided to give a try on it.

This is the product photo i took from their official website, I can't take any photo of it cause my camera is it the factory now. They says it is a 8 IN 1 cream.

My post will be mainly about how I feel and how it goes with my skin, to know more about the ingredients and so on, please refer to their official website.

When I was asked to do a review about it, because of its product name, i thought it is a creae like other normal cream does, just apply on the face and leave it. It was quite suprising because when I read the label once i received it, only I realize it actually works like a mask.
Apply it on the face, leave it for 20-30minutes and wash it off.

I was told to put it in the refrigerator for a better effect, the coldness of the cream feels quite good when i apply it on my face, and the texture of the cream is quite different than others. I thought that it will be as smooth and soft as other cream does, but it is actually not as liquidfy as the other cream on the market.

I use it as mask, along with my facial products, which included cleaner, toner and moisturiser. I expected to see the result immediately after the 1st apply because i was told to expect immediate result upon 1st apply, but I was kinda disappointed because I didn't see much improvement on my skin. So I told the person in charge about it, he asked me to apply more next time because it doesn't contain any chemical ingredients to boost the effect.

But after the second day of the 1st apply, I can actually see my skin got fairer, take note that it was after the 1st apply only, and until few days ago I did the 2nd apply and now I can actually see the acne scar(dark spot) on my cheek is lighten, and I am quite happy with it, I will try to apply it again soon and will see how it goes.

Somehow it's effect on me only can be seen after a day or two, and I think it helps my skin to absorb my current facial products better as well.

I am looking forward to see the improvement on my pores with more usage of it after this post =D

待达嘎代达嘎代阿萨给阿萨给嘎多

2011-01-21T23:39:00.001+08:00

英文歌

2011-01-18T00:48:00.001+08:00

話說我以前都不聽中文歌，但是現在我想聽中文歌，轉到中文台聽到的還是英文歌，真納悶。。。

难怪设计师都是穷人~

2011-01-17T00:22:00.002+08:00

看見書其的部落格轉載的，很有趣很真。

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朋友開飯店，你吃飯他收錢，大家覺得理所當然。
朋友開文具店，買文具他收錢，大家覺得理所當然。
朋友開服裝店，買衣服他收錢，大家覺得理所當然。
朋友做設計，收錢，大家會覺得“這個朋友怎麼那麼吝嗇”

飯店打折，大家說：“這個朋友真好”
文具打折，大家說：“這個朋友真大方”
服裝打折，大家說：“這個是真夠朋友”
設計打折，大家會覺得“這個朋友有點小氣”

飯店說： “以後來我這吃飯，全免費！”大家說：“不行！你是做生意的”
文具說：“以後來我這買文具，隨便拿！”大家說：“不行！不合情理的”
服裝說：“以後來我服裝店，全部任穿！”大家說：“不行！哪好意思啊”
設計師：“以後有什麼設計就找我幫手！”大家說：“好的，謝謝啦！”

大家看到物質，看到飯菜，看到文具，看到服裝，認為這些都是要錢購買的。

但有一種行業，大家都看不到它的物質與勞動，就是設計。

當大家看到一張紙，印著一個LOGO時，便認為這只是一張有圖案的紙。

其實，設計師的那張紙，就是飯菜，就是文具，就是服裝，就是生存的手段。

飯店靠飯菜為生。
文具店靠文具為生。
服裝店靠服裝為生。

同樣，設計師就是靠設計為生。

當大家吃了飯，買的東西，穿了衣服時，便大大方方的付款。
當大家讓朋友做設計的時候，卻只是說“很簡單的，隨便弄一下就行了，很快的”。
我想告訴你們，設計師們已經聽了上萬個朋友說同樣的這句話。

現實上，設計師的這“隨便弄一下”，卻是更比那碟飯菜，那支筆，那件衣服，來的更苦更累。出賣的不是那幾元的成本，而是精力，是健康，是體力，是腦力，是消耗生命。只是設計師都躲在深夜的房間裡付出，大家都看不到，

到大家看到的時候，就成了大家認為的幾個色塊而已。

設計師很善良，不敢跟大家說“不”，因為說了“不”，就成了吝嗇的人。

設計師很善良，幾秒鐘的“沒問題”，換來識幾個晝夜的通宵生命消耗。

設計師很善良，什麼都答應大家，因為你們是我們的好朋友。

所以，希望你們也要尊重我們的勞動成果。

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想告诉全世界：
设计不只是画画、
不只是 photoshop、
更不只是装饰变美美而已~

要知道会画画不一定会设计、
会 ps 也不一定会设计，
如果设计就只是 photoshop 和画画那么简单，
这个世界就不会有那么多难看到死的传单了！

告诉你，做一个设计按滑鼠的次数，
可能比你吃三餐的饭粒还要多~
或许就因为你随口的“帮帮忙”，
就操劳过度而搞坏身子了~

就算我毕业以后选择不当设计师了，
也请大家要对设计师好一点，
譬如说：一个 logo 设计算 RM500 已经是便宜的了，
别让他做一整个网站连 RM1000 也不愿意给~

难怪设计师都是穷人~

話說。。。

2011-01-16T23:29:00.002+08:00

話說，我很多年都沒有聽中文歌了，因為失望透頂，絕望了。

但幾年前因為一次的偶然讓我發現了一個人，在一眼瞬間他讓我把他給記住了，因為他我慢慢接觸中文音樂，雖然不多，但他給了我希望。

因為開始注意中文樂壇，讓我也看見了另一個人，覺得樂壇有他們兩個還不錯。我就喜歡他們兩個。

過了好久，我才知道他們因為音樂而成了好朋友，這，呵呵，太有趣了吧。。。

忘记

2010-10-10T23:43:00.003+08:00

才过了几天就忘了继续修改我的部落格。
最近又忙起来了，等我手上的东西忙完了我再回来，哈哈哈！

测试一

2010-10-04T00:59:00.004+08:00

南瓜。

Pancake.

这是我安装unifi后第一次更新部落格附上照片。放上照片也是要测试一下部落格经过一番大装修是否还是入场运作（虽然还没装修好）。

第一张照片，南瓜。

早上妈妈削南瓜皮时我说我帮她削，然后经过的人都问我是不是在雕刻，用新奇+好奇的眼神看着我，但是妈妈削皮时人家就什么反应都没有。从中领悟了一个道理。

不同的人做一件事情会有不同的效果。人们依据自己的观点和经历，加上stereotype来猜测或判断/解读一个人的动作和行为。

让我想起Berlo(1960)说的"Meanings are in people, not in words."

每个人对一句话的诠释都不同，一句话会因为一个人的背景，经历，文化而有不同的意思。

第二张照片，pancake。

Pancake! 因为看见厨房里的蜜糖而想要弄pancake。家里什么材料都有，除了还没过期的发粉和奶油，昨天到超市买了这些东西后今天下午就弄了pancake。

材料随处可得，做法简单！第一次准备就成功了。

味道好过程更是好玩！面粉放在锅里预热就开始膨胀起泡，越来越大个!

成品是松松软软的pancake，淋上蜜糖和一些奶油，好吃！

那时12小时前的是，我现在还想吃pancake!

今天就写到这里，这一篇是想到就写的，写的方式都比较口语化。

xml xml

2010-10-03T00:06:00.002+08:00

经过一番对照，开始能改变一些东西了。
但是不知道哪儿出错，font color改不了，整个页面调了好久都不知道为什么调不到中间去=.=，第一个post的title按不到等等等等。。。。。
希望不要到最后因为乱码太多整个不能用。。

html xml

2010-10-01T22:49:00.003+08:00

知道为什么我的部落格之前是空空白白一片的吗？

因为我要设计自己的blog，把html清了。
然后部落格从html变成xml。
变成xml后试过花了整个下午才成功把背景移到我要的位置，自此以后就没有力再移xml一直到现在。

先随便选一个template。
我还是想改，我会继续努力的！

Hey it is holiday!

2010-07-14T23:24:00.002+08:00

Hey it is holiday!

I want to update my blog, but, what to write about?

Should I write about "I'm very happy!!"?

Oh well, maybe I can write about the Genting that I have not been there for 10 years, but I pay a visit to it yesterday and it was one of the amazing days of recent years? But I haven't get the photos.

I think, for what I've wrote can be an update, so, that's it =D

"Emily, you are lame!"

I know what you are thinking, but I guess you are updated with my recent life, don't you?

See ya soon=D

哭

2010-06-30T22:47:00.000+08:00

我想我这么会哭的原因是，因为我没有精神支柱。

Dedicate to Cilvender family.

2010-06-24T01:04:00.002+08:00

21号的下午在fb看见了难以置信的消息，难过的心情一直延续到现在。

从你的fb知道消息后，我有点不知所措，除了给你那微弱的慰问，我也不知道能帮上什么了，虽然心里很想帮忙。我心想要给令尊献上最后的敬意，但因为我们很久都没联络了，不知道应不应该在这个时候出现。我担心我忍不住的眼泪会更影响你们的心情。

我心里想着你那边的状况会是怎样，担心你的情况还好吗，但事实证明你是个成熟的女孩，虽然很伤心但还是清楚知道状况和责任，为此我给你献上我的敬意。

我想，丧礼除了让人们见先人的最后一面，也是一位长辈留给晚辈的最后一堂课。长辈在丧礼看着后辈为他做的事，看看他们是不是有能力把事情办好，看看他们是否能在他不在的情况下还能好好的照顾自己，然后安心的离开。也让人们确确实实的感觉到他的离开，好让人们知道接下来的日子里他不会出现在眼前而是住在心里。

Mr Cilvendaer, though I only met you for a few time few years back, somehow
from your daughter I can know that you had been a very good father to her,
and your family. I salute you on how strong you was, how good you was and
everything you did for my friend Angelynne and her family.

To Angelyne, you had did a great job on how you manage things and your emotion. Mr Cilvender must be very proud of you in the heaven, telling his 'friends' in
heaven :"Look at my daughter, she is able to manage my funeral and I believe she
can manage her life very well too!"

I don't know how to express my feeling and thoughts better, but I want to tell you that I salute you! Full respect from me to you. Wish that you and your family can go through the challange smoothly.
Freinds are always here when ever you need us.

Best wishes to you and your family, from the deepest part of my heart and my family.

*HUG*Auntie, Angelyne and Vinccy*HUG*

2010-05-13T13:16:00.001+08:00

出发到巴厘岛。

Off to Bali island now.

萨顶顶-abstract

2010-04-24T23:48:00.004+08:00

从她身上我看见了她对音乐的认真，能感受到她对音乐的那股热诚，那完全投入在音乐里的萨顶顶让我敬佩，她不害臊于表达自己，在台上不做作，疯狂的动作出自于陶醉在音乐里发自内心的喜悦。看她的演出是一种享受。

上瘾了，想要再去一场她的音乐会，跟着她一起随意的摇摆着，舞动着，旋转着，感受着。

不要生气

2010-04-10T22:52:00.003+08:00

不管是怎么样的争执，都不要提高声量，不要怒吼，不要摔东西，不要发狂。
因为发起狂来就一发不可收拾。
发狂的感觉很恐怖，怒吼的声音让人心寒，让人害怕，让人恐惧。
那种气氛是很邪恶，很负面，很忧郁的。
试着让自己冷静。小事会化无。
发狂，最后悔的会是自己。对人家造成的伤害是永远弥补不了，不能抹去的记忆。

2010-04-01T22:05:00.000+08:00

其实我是个男的。

'愚人节快乐'

2010-03-08T15:08:00.000+08:00

3月八日三点零八分，妇女节快乐！

MIFF

2010-03-06T23:07:00.002+08:00

Went to MIFF at PWTC today, too bad I went there quite late, every booth packing up when I reach there. Never mind, still have something to observe while they are dissambling the furnitures.

Personally think that the exhibition do not show much of Malaysian style of design and all the designs at there are about the same, not many of them surprise me, perhaps the creative market haven't been explored, or it really don't have the market for creative furniture?

This post is short, at the end of the post I would like to thanks my aunt for providing me the pass allowing me go in to the exhibition hall!

Chuzhaya's site updated!

2010-03-05T22:19:00.002+08:00

Hey I just got the "Chuzhaya's Sites" updated, do check up the 2 new link there, both blogs also own by my good sisters. I always want to put them into the links but always forget to do so, and finalyy today I updated it!

恩恩
This is a blog own by a Johor girl that working for her future at Sg now, we know each other because of Maksim since many years ago. Angie is a funny and positive girl, we always have girls talk on msn, I haven't meet her in person and I wish to meet her very very soon!

Angie, although we didn't chat for quite a long time but I do always thought of you! May every of your days keep you happy!

Precious Moments
The Precious Moments is own by my recently found sister, Michelle that I always call her as Michie! We knoe each pther because of clf, and I know clf because of Maksim, and Michie likes Maksim too, so Michie is another friend brought by Maksim!
Michie is just so cool and calm! She always guide me when Im lost, like a elder sister to me =)

Michie Im glad to have u as my 'elder sister'!

day 4

2010-03-04T22:55:00.003+08:00

today seems like a normal day. but a tiring 1, nothing very special happened, yet I met another friend that came back from Maldive.

The communication class was extremely tiring, the lecturer speak very softly and her speech was kinda out of arrangement, need to pay 110% of attention to her speech, every minute need to be concentrated or else could be drop out of the class very easilly, she just took all my strength in 2 hours, I felt like I was driving with the speed of 150km/h for 2 hours, and I have another 4 hours of class following up without break time. I became so tired for the second class and hardly concentrate, luckilly get back into the class very soon after a few minutes of 'blank out', haha, 'blank out' is my way to rest, so do bear with me if sometime I give a late respond, probably Im 'blanking out' or thinking something seriously. After the second class, I have waited 30minutes for the 3rd class and we were told got no class today after 30 minutes of waiting =.=''..well, nevermind, because I was already tired, so. no complain with it.

ermm, oh ya, the lecturer mentioned osama as obama bin laden in the class and we were very shocked, of course we corrected her after all..

While walking to get my car I was aproached by the Hotlink promoter, so coincidence Im thinking to change my telco servie to Maxis because celcom is just too annoying by sending messages and calls about the call me tones! or else I would keep with celcom as the connection is very good although the service charge is expensive. The reason for me to switch to Maxis is most of my friends are using it while the connection isn't as bad as Digi. But I will not switch to Hotlink too soon because I still have quite some credits in my celcom, I want to keep my celcom number too, probably will look for another phone for my celcom.

Another coincidence, the last 3 number of my new Hotlink is same with my friend only the sequence is different, LOL!

Suddenly I feel empty because I have no class tomorrow, my mom will nag me, I might be going to MIFF, anybody with me?

Day 3

2010-03-03T22:29:00.003+08:00

Wednesday's timetable is light, only a class from 10am to 1pm and that's all. The lecturer was very friendly and nice, the class goes active and fun after some motivations from the lecturer, I think I will enjoy the class very much!

Day 3, I met more friends today which makes me feel good again, especially 2 of them say now I look (a little bit)slimmer compare with 3 months ago, haha, I feel that my effort was not wasted, haha, I must work harder to get rid of the fats!

Catch up with Michie again after the class at the afternoon. It took 20 minutes for me to drive to her apartment from Uni which the distance is very short, all because of the new traffic lightS!

We went to a cafe and we chat for 2 and a half hour or more, hahaha, it was all girls talk and really enjoyable. It was all girls talk I think. Michie thanks again for a good afternoon, LOL.

I think tomorrow we will know about the assignment already...hmmm, Im not prepared for it yet..

the day of 12, it will be soon be 13..

2010-03-02T22:42:00.003+08:00

Finally I'm home after 12 hours at campus =.=''

Today is the 2nd day of new semester, classes start from 9am, end at 10pm. Two classes from 9pm to 11pm, 2 hours each, and another class is from 6pm to 10pm!
The law class was ok but the communication class is extremely stressful! I was told by Michelle how the lecturer's temper is, and the lecturer beghavious is exactly same with what Michie told me, argh....it's gonna be tough to go through her class >.< color="#33ff33"> I think we could be very good friend soon!

-I met lots of my friends just at 1 corner in the campus, they cheer me up after the incident on the road after I came back from lunch! Thanks guys!

-I met someone that I didn't see for so long and missed so much! Hey glad to see you again! Wish to see you more frequently in the coming days!

-The foreign students say that I look like Chinese, which I am very happy about because although my skin is dark but I still look like Chinese! I am proud to be a Chinese!

-The foreign students say my English is better than other local because of my accent, and they were surprise with my accent, haha... but I know that my English grammar is not as good, I will improve it as much as I can!

-Michie and her friends made my afternoon not alone! Thanks again!

-I joined Michie class and met a very good and funny lecturer! I will go to his class with Michie in the coming days since I have nothing to do at the afternoon! Sir thanks for letting me to join the class!
-My hp started to alert me it is running out of battery since morning, but the battery last until the minute I reach home!

The coming days will be packed with assignments and classes, hope that I can stay positive to eveythings in the coming days and be energized to have all my assignments done perfectly!

Sorry for the grammar mistakes, I am just so sleepy and lazy to check them.

第一

2010-03-01T15:33:00.002+08:00

今天是三月的第一天，三月的第一个星期，三月的第一个星期一，也是我新学期的第一天。

今天没有想象中那么难过，老实说还挺开心的，因为只有一堂课，算是一个很好的开始。
只是明天要从早上9点一直待到晚上10点，心里一点都不好受。不知道是谁安排这样变态的时间表，要累死我吗？

往好的方面想，这学期的时间表还不错。星期一一堂课，星期二一整天=.=''，星期三一堂很长的课，星期四连上六个小时的课，星期五没课！只有几天比较忙上课，还有些时间来做作业和偶尔发呆，算是不错了，跟上个学期相比，几乎很多时间都花在等上课，这个学期算是比较好了。

人总该往好的方面想，我这样的想法是不是很好呢？

祝我明天等得开心。

开学啦。。

2010-02-28T23:11:00.002+08:00

开学了开学了，又是新的一个学期！
假期结束了，我今天晚上突然觉得我的假期过得特别快，突然脑力听见一句话：“我的假期就是如此？”
试着回想我这个假期做过什么有意义的事了，想着想着。。好像没有。。没关系，明天再想一想，应该有的，只是暂时想不起。至于我的假期怎么过呢？大概的描述一下吧。。

第一个星期
-啊，终于可以休息了，但是精神还是有些紧绷。

第二个星期
-开始放松了，开始有些无所事事。

第三个星期
-啊，不知道在家要干嘛。

第四个星期
-出去打工吧

第二个月
-工作挺累挺无聊的

-因为饿站立太久，导致旧患复发，不干了！

-开始享受假期啦，假期真好。

第三个月
-新年要到了，要准备准备。

-怎么刚过完年就要上课了啊！！我才刚开始享受啊！！

大概就这样，我三个月的假期就结束了，老实说我下一个假期也想这样颓废下去，毕竟毕业以后也没有多少个日子让我颓废了。

后记：虽然颓废，但不是什么也没学到，如果记得，我下次再写。

祝我开学愉快！

指甲油

2010-02-02T22:43:00.003+08:00

我呢不化妆，但是还蛮爱买指甲油的。
但买了却没有用，很少会有心思把它们涂在指甲上，然后一直累积，几乎每一瓶都没有用过。
其实我很想把我的十指都油上黑色，但是怕身边的人接受不了，到现在为止我的指甲还没出现过‘十指发黑’的现象。

就是这些，都很少用到。

这两瓶是我最喜欢的瓶子，来自Etude House。

刘墉-筷人筷语

2010-01-15T23:01:00.002+08:00

在刘墉的部落格看到这篇精彩的，也和我的想法很像的文章，在此和大家分享。

刘墉

如果您去台北的某个西餐厅吃饭，听到其中一位客人喊：「有没有筷子？」拜托您先别笑，因为那个「老土」很可能是在下我。
您八成想我不会用刀叉，那可错了！我非但会用，而且技术奇佳，曾经在没有筷子可用的情况下，以刀叉吃油淋乳鸽，连一点「骨边肉」都没错过。
我之所以在西餐厅喊「有没有筷子？」是因为端上来的不是西餐，是中餐。举个最近的例子，一盘面旁边绕了圈榨菜炒肉丝，上面洒了些肉丁，再盖上一个荷包蛋。请问这是西餐吗？就算作成西餐的样子，吃那细细小小的榨菜肉丝和肉丁，是用刀叉方便还是筷子方便？至于生菜沙拉更甭说了，一片片薄薄的菜叶和撒在上面的核桃仁、火腿末，多难叉？如果又剩下最后几片，被沙拉酱粘在盘底，简直麻烦极了。会用筷子的人碰上这场面，能不在心里暗骂吗？
何止在西餐厅，说实话，我只要坐中国人的班机，管他中餐西餐都要求用筷子。道理很简单：我赌口气！为什么在飞机上如果不先问，送上的常是刀叉？就算九一一之后怕劫机，不准用金属餐具，航空公司也宁可提供软软的塑胶刀叉，却不换成温文儒雅的筷子？
筷子当然比刀叉儒雅，「刀鎗剑戟、斧钺钩叉」，十八般武器里少不了「刀叉」，可曾包括「筷子」？就算把筷子放大成为「棍子」，执棍总比执刀拿叉来得文些吧！
而且刀切是破坏，叉插也是破坏。用刀叉的人，连送进嘴巴的最后一刻都在对食物作凌迟。筷子则不同，它不是破坏而是「和同」，既完成了传递的任务，又没作「穿刺」的酷刑。这不正是中西文化的差异吗？西方人搞征服，中国人讲同化；西方用刚烈的「人定胜天」，中国以包容的「天人合一」。
筷子更表现了中国人的智慧，您想想，如果有一天大伙出去野餐，临时发现忘了带刀叉，洋人全傻眼了，可咱老中在乎吗？随便折两根小树枝不就解决了？
筷子何止是吃饭的工具，它根本成为「手的延伸」。最近有洋朋友来，我老婆炒了一盘小干鱼，那洋人不会用筷子，只见他用叉子在白瓷盘里左刺右刺，硬是叉不起来。再用刀往叉子上拨，刮得盘子吱吱尖叫，狼狈极了。反观老夫要夹哪条夹哪条，连半颗豆豉都轻轻松松入口，看得洋鬼子直喊非学用筷子不可。
其实这年头会用筷子的洋人已经不少，甚至能骄其亲友，显示他有本事，中餐馆的筷子包装上还常有图画解说。如果洋人驽钝，堂倌则会用个卷起的纸条夹在筷子之间，再栓上一根橡皮筋，成为「筷夹子」。提到「夹子」，我有个美军朋友说得妙，有一回他们不小心把个螺丝钉掉到机器缝里，洋人想尽办法都掏不出来，用夹子去夹，不是太宽就是太短。最后还是由老中出马：简单嘛！拿两根细细长长的筷子，轻轻松松就把螺丝钉夹出来了。
虽然说筷子是中华国粹，却有不少咱们同胞不会用筷子。也不是真不会，而是用得不精或不标准。
标准没个定论，但最少要夹得准确有力。举个例子，我岳母不太会用筷子，于是我太太不行，我儿子女儿也跟着不行。可我一批评就「茅坑里扔炸弹」──「引起公愤」。老婆先瞪眼：「我用半辈子了，饿着了吗？」女儿更悍：「上次华人园游会，用筷子夹水碗里的弹珠，谁夹得最快最多？我！」
没错！那拿筷子像拿剪刀的人，也能夹起小东西，只是力量不足。其实有力不难，用筷子跟用嘴一样，我们上面牙齿固定在头骨上不会动，真正动的是下颚。筷子要夹得有力，也必须一根不动、一根动，「不动如山」的守住底线，「会动的」前去配合，才能产生极大的力量。
我可是做过实验才得到这个结论。以前服兵役的时候，我只要批评哪位同袍不会用筷子，对方不服，就拿个东西要他先夹住，由我用筷子去抢，八成轻轻松松我就能赢。如果对方不服，反过来我夹住，由他抢，九成他会输。小时候儿子不会用筷子，我更在餐桌上抢他到手的好菜，有时候美食都到他嘴边了，我一伸手就抢下来，气得他不得不重新学习用筷子。而且有样学样，看到别人用筷子不标准，他也会纠正。
最糟糕的是有一回他的中国女朋友请他回家吃饭，我儿子发现「她」一家人居然都不会用筷子，非但在餐桌上口头纠正，还当众示范，抢走女朋友弟弟筷子上的好肉。当天晚上女朋友就翻了：「我请你吃饭，不是要你来批评我们全家都不会用筷子！」
儿子跟女朋友吹了，却来怨我从小给他灌输「用筷子的大道理」，使他有了「强迫性思考」，看到谁不会用筷子就不顺眼。还是我女儿棒，她照样大剌剌地在我面前用她习惯的「剪刀式」。可是只要出去应酬，就换成标准式。问她为什么，她说在外面用不标准，会丢人。
没错！会丢人！因为吃是文化，用刀叉的礼貌是文化，用筷子的技巧也是文化。文化当然要精益求精。所以很多年前日本政府就提出要教下一代用筷子的正确方法，我还听个韩国朋友说，他小时候不好好用筷子，会被老爸斥责没教养，甚至赶下桌。
如果连日本、韩国人都要发扬我们的筷子国粹，咱自己能不讲究吗？搞不好改天韩国人又要说筷子是他们发明的了。而且这非但是文化，还牵涉到民族自尊心和自信心。凭什么洋人上中餐馆喊着要用刀叉，我们不会觉得奇怪，咱中国人上洋餐馆就不能喊「我要筷子」？凭什么洋人的飞机上只给刀叉不给筷子，咱老中的航班也有样学样？难道连咱们自己人都认为刀叉比筷子文明吗？
所以我在文章一开头就说，我在西餐厅要筷子是赌口气。如果连这点自信都建立不起来，连在中国的西餐厅都耻笑「用筷子的人」，咱们能指望有一天当老大、有一天华语成为世界最通用的语言吗？
我甚至要呼吁：从今天开始，只要是咱们自己的航班，吃中餐都只上筷子；就算西餐用刀叉，也附一双筷子。
您别笑吃西餐用筷子有点不伦不类，这叫「西餐为体、筷子为用」，咱大中华包容化育的新体现！

来源：刘墉部落格

又这样

2010-01-12T23:27:00.002+08:00

又这样，又没有更新我的部落格，哪个张伟祥已经在哪里‘呱呱叫’，吵着让我更新部落格。

之前不是没时间，是没心情写，没事情写。
现在是有点心情，很多事情，可是有点忙。
刚刚突然想进来写一些东西，很突然不知为什么，应该是Angie想念我了，因为我一进来就看到她的留言了。
“Angie你是不是很想念我啊？哈哈哈！”

看我之前还没上载的草稿，有些写了一大篇但还是没写到结尾，有些就只有标题，还蛮讨厌当时的自己只留标题给现在的自己，害现在的自己想不起当时的自己写那标题记录的是什么想法。

hmmm，写到这又不知道要写什么了。就说说我最近在忙什么吧。
因为太无聊，碰巧朋友问我有没有兴趣工作，然后就答应了。
因为站的时间太长，导致旧患复发，下午打了通电话去辞职，星期天应该是最后一天工作了。

暂时就这样，晚安。

元旦快乐！

2010-01-01T00:42:00.002+08:00

布城不成

2009-12-29T23:46:00.003+08:00

又不知道多久以前，依玲问我有没有兴趣跟她的同学一起去布城拍夜景，我答应了然后带着我的kit lens战战兢兢的跟他们出发到布城去。已经预料到kit lens很难让我拍到远方的夜景，没太大期望，所以只有小失望。
回来后几乎全部照片被我删掉，就剩下这几张还看得过去的照片，哈哈。不是典型的布城夜景！

我喜欢这张，全部都是C！更像回教堂上的新月！

花了几个小时，就这些。

冬至快乐

2009-12-22T23:36:00.002+08:00

猫咪-冬至

2009-12-22T12:28:00.005+08:00

一直想要去运动，想要到附近的公园去跑步，但是最近一直在下雨，要不然就懒得出去，最后一次去运动还像是去年，哈哈哈。昨天天气很好，终于一鼓作气！换上运动装到外面跑跑。跑着跑着看到其他跑步客身形还是蛮‘可观’，而且腿上还有肌肉，我的妈呀，我不要肌肉，我只要瘦身，突然觉得这样跑好像也瘦不了多少，有谁可以告诉我有效的瘦身方法？

开心的是回家时帮我家附近刚出世的小猫咪拍照，不知不觉就拍了逾百张照。

人家说过冬至如过年，新年新生命，祝你冬至快乐！

假期难过

2009-12-17T00:45:00.002+08:00

假期了，我明明期待已久的，但我现在却嫌假期太无聊。

假期怎么过呢？想去工作，但不能。想做点事又有点懒。
又还没有真正的放轻松，夜里睡觉都睡不好。

假期，怎么过呢？
我想了一会儿，让我想到了，哈哈。

减肥，然后找个男朋友好过假期好过年！

前一阵子

2009-12-05T22:56:00.000+08:00

前一阵子很忙。忙得吃午饭的时间都没有，忙到每个下午都在电脑室里度过，甚至是晚上9.30才从校园开车回家，如果有时间也是用来吃饭和睡觉。

接下来会陆陆续续有一些我很忙碌的时候想分享的事，如果我记得的话。

今天站了8个小时很累了，睡觉咯。

月光

2009-12-04T22:29:00.002+08:00

今晚的月儿很美丽。

今晚的她显得比平时更白，更大，更圆。

今晚的他很性感，云隐隐约约的她被遮住了，又隐隐约约的我好像又看见她了。

一句话，漂亮！

Disappointing -Sakae sushi.

2009-11-28T23:24:00.003+08:00

Went to sakae sushi few weeks ago with kit yan and it was very disappointing, the staff, the food and the service.

Let the photos tell the stories.

I ordered this, because it looks tasty!

When it is being served, I can't recognize it.

Did I ordered something like this?

Is it not done yet?

Seems like they gave me a simplified edition of what I ordered.

What a surprise! Free Gift! The scales beside the dish!

猜这照片里少了什么？

2009-11-28T20:20:00.002+08:00

猜猜这照片里少了什么？

我回来了！

2009-11-26T23:23:00.002+08:00

我回来了！

这是第六个星期，照理来说我是应该等下个星期才出现的，但是作业提早完成所以我现在就回来啦！

前一阵子电脑坏了，定了一台戴尔的手提电脑，昨天才到，所以今天才有时间慢慢察看邮箱里的电邮，里面有百分之八十是转寄邮件。以前有一个时候很抗拒这些邮件，但是发现有一些邮件还蛮有意义的，所以开始花时间看这种转寄邮件。

我很感激如果你寄一些有意义或者有重要信息的邮件给我，但让我百思不解的是为什么有些人喜欢把一些很恶心而且带有诅咒的电邮传给人家。

刚刚不小心看到一封很血腥又恶心的电邮，把我的好心情给毁了。

六個星期！

2009-10-18T22:14:00.001+08:00

六個星期后！我會回來！回來更新！等我！哈哈哈！

2009-09-27T22:48:00.003+08:00

这是由Jaclyn Victor演绎的一首合曲，把经典的马来歌结合起来，虽然我不是听马来歌长大的，但是里面有一些歌曾经触动我的心，直到今天她们在我脑海里留下的烙印还一样深刻，我相信里面一定有一些歌在你的记忆力占有一些位子。
这些歌曲算是马来西亚马来歌的经典。从新编的背景音乐让那些经典的马来摇滚带来新的体验和火花。老实说我不能接受马来摇滚但是这从新演绎我比较能接受。

当中我最喜欢的一首歌是ManBai的Kau Ilhamku。就是以下这首。

请听听吧。

蒲种大塞车

2009-09-09T22:46:00.002+08:00

今早开车上学时遇到塞车，以为只是输扭区赛一赛，所以不以为意，继续享受塞车带来的空闲时间，听着988的《早点说马》。可是过了两个输扭区还是塞车，就把手机拿出来想要问一问课堂是否结束了，这时才发现原来早在我开车的20分钟前朋友就传简讯给我告诉我车龙赛到她家前面的必经之路，打了通电话给她，她叫我回家，不用去上课了。

她是我昨天才认识的新朋友，今天就给我传简讯了，还帮我省下麻烦和时间。

感恩感恩。

Happy birthday to Blogger!

2009-09-08T23:10:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday to Blogger!

We love you Blogger!

The best Blog ever!

Love you!!

09海外华文书市

2009-09-02T00:17:00.004+08:00

书事的星期一和星期三我都有在场，但两天都忘了舞台旁晚时有书派，都错过了，好可惜。
第一天只卖了一两本书，倒卖了一张专辑但星期三那天卖了挺多书，但都不是新书或流行书，找到一些找了好久的书。
星期三那天带很多书去给作者签名，其中一半是表妹托我拿去的。我的包包装不下，跟弟弟借了他上学的书包来用。一开始还健步如飞，但是通往展览中心的走廊还没有走完就开始喘气了。
到了展览厅不久奕宏也到了，才过一会儿红蜻蜓小说奖的发布会就开始了。

闻永乐博士的大名好久了，终于亲眼见到博士了。

接着就是新书推介礼。

永乐博士看见我这在角落的镜头。

长得很像！是不是姐妹呢？

邓秀茵制作的纪念品。不知道可不可以用这汤匙来喝汤，哈哈。

许老师制作的纪念品。我喜欢这很‘经典’的鱼缸。

这些是我带去的书，但有几本是奕宏的。
那天真的很累，有点语无伦次。发觉自己累的时候反而更亢奋，但不是很理智，哈哈。
回家量了量我的背包，竟然有十八公斤那么重，难怪走路会走到脚软。手上的书也有二、三公斤。幸好逛书展时奕宏帮我提那些我要买的书，不然我连看书的手都无法空出来，然后也要谢谢你请我吃burger king的雪糕，我才知道原来那是那么好吃的，哈哈！

《七天》

2009-08-28T17:50:00.003+08:00

蓝天白云，凉风习习，伴我度过《七天》。

海外华文书市2009-星期三

2009-08-26T23:02:00.005+08:00

什么？？？我好不溶于打了那么多字，竟然突然不见了！！

*我好不容易想要马上更新关于今天去书展的事。

又坏了

2009-08-13T10:30:00.000+08:00

本人宣告我的电脑又有问题了。

待嫁-代价

2009-08-10T00:14:00.002+08:00

明天就是degree的第一天了，我的心情很复杂，非笔墨能形容。
我想现在的心情像待嫁，但是不确定要嫁的那位适不适合我，我能不能忍耐他的缺点，质疑我会否对他三分钟热度，质疑他会否给我美好的未来。更担心的是，他，到底是不是我想要的那位。

人家说男怕入错行，我现在是女怕嫁错‘行’。

八月

2009-08-03T00:12:00.000+08:00

刚刚把帖子贴上，才发觉现在已经是八月了。
不知不觉又八月了，后知后觉时间浪费得太多了。

茫茫

2009-08-03T00:05:00.003+08:00

9个小时后就要再去大学报名了。这次是为‘学位’课程报名。
到目前为止还不能下决定。
要下决定又不能，又不知道能不能获准换去想换的科系。
不想又不行，下决定又不行。
最近不管睡到几迟，下午还是想睡，我想是因为晚上时头脑根本没休息。
希望我的问题能够尽快解决。我希望很快就知道我到底要的是什么。
几天后将会是一个很不一样的世界，一切将会随着我的决定而改变，改变。

还债

2009-07-31T23:37:00.002+08:00

刚刚用了一些时间还了一些笔债。那些欠自己的，那些欠人家的，那些一年前的。
原来欠了那么久的东西一下子就可以搞定了。
网络真的是很可怕，尤其是facebook，竟然然我迷迷糊糊的过了一个假期，恐怖恐怖。。

Koko Kaina

2009-07-31T16:56:00.003+08:00

那天，从大学回来后自己一个人去我家附近的广场逛逛，想要在一个咖啡厅里坐坐，想被咖啡熏陶，很想去问咖啡的香味，让咖啡进入我的身体，让咖啡进入我的脑海。已经想这样做好几天了。
这种感觉很奇妙。不是被咖啡熏陶的感觉很奇妙，是想要被咖啡熏陶的感觉奇妙。
因为选科系，想得我很烦。我从来没有试过如此无助，混淆，整个人糊里糊涂。我把我的梦想忘了，热情丢了，方向乱了。
可能咖啡真的有镇定的作用，我的头脑才会使唤我到咖啡厅去；还是因为咖啡属于一种短效果的毒品，我的头脑受不了每天没有停止过的思考，想要用咖啡来换取短暂的麻醉？

我的头脑对咖啡厅有什么反应？我不知道，因为最后我没有去咖啡厅。

我经过一间唱片行，进了去。我喜欢唱片行，冷冷，静静的。可能我享受冷清清的感觉。
在里面看看有没有我期待着的音乐专辑，看看有没有我负担得起的高品质古典音乐，在看看有没有妈妈要的老歌专辑。当时唱片行里正播着casa nova式的歌，歌手的唱腔类似Norah Jones。我知道那不是Norah Jones, 尽管我很享受那歌曲，但没有一点好奇心想要知道哪位歌手是谁, 因为我猜测那可能又是来自台湾或中国的Norah Jones类型歌手。

直到我以为我的耳朵听错了。在那么Norah Jones的歌里竟然有马来西亚的国语，马来文？
那首歌很有亲切感，她唱的着马来西亚人说话的方式，是很‘正统’的‘马来西亚语’，是我们常用的campurization。
哈哈，那首歌有点搞笑，就连唱片行的店员也开口大笑。
那首歌马上勾起了我的好奇心。我问店员那歌手是谁。
店员说是Zee Avi，店员把唱片拿给我看。Zee Avi, 这名字真让我搞不懂她是什么人。
是不是马来西亚人？是马来歌手吗？
不幸运的是手上的现金用完了，要不然我一定把它抱回家。

在我说更多关于她的事，和我对她的感想之前，也在你了解她到底是谁之前，先去听听她的歌吧！
KokoKaina
我给你的建议是，先听歌，听歌之前不要去看她的个人介绍(biography)，不要从字面知道关于她的东西，先直接听她的歌吧，这样才不会让字面产生的主观或偏见影响。
Enjoy =）

情何以堪

2009-07-31T00:26:00.004+08:00

今天下午到一个仓库的办公室排队时，旁边有个示范如何使用微波烤箱的摊位，烤箱里烤着几个甜面包，正当甜面包就快烤好时，一个打扮算得上时髦的中年妇女走过来问那个示范小姐一些关于烘培的问题。过了一两分钟，烤箱里的面包烤好了，那小姐就把面包拿出来，那中年妇女问她可以给她一个甜面包吗？小姐说‘不好意思，我不能。’然后就开始用剪刀把面包剪成小块。那中年妇女旁的一个妇女说‘她不是不能给你，是把它剪成小块后才给你。’
有免费的东西吃当然很多人想要，突然旁边站了很多人，切成小块也是理所当然啊。
当那小姐剪着最后几个甜面包时，那妇女就开始拿面包了。我看见她拿起一小块，然后放在纸上，我以为是因为面包很烫手，怎知道她在继续拿第二个、第三个、第四个，直到把它凑成一个完整的甜面包为止。
吃完后还要问那小姐‘怎么陷料好像很少？’

这个八月不得空！

2009-07-28T17:48:00.003+08:00

过了六个星期不太空闲但不充实的假期，又是开学的时候了。下个星期一是报名的日子，然后两个星期后应该就是开的日子了。又要开始忙了，我想这个八月应该会过得很充实。

八月好展览接踵而来，先是有马来西亚人都争着去朝圣的《PC Fair》，然后是《吉隆坡摄影节》，还有就是由大众书局主办的《海外华文书市》。在这里贴一些资料上来跟你们分享。

吉隆坡KLCC的PC Fair由这个星期五开始到这个星期日结束,关于其他州的PC Fair详情，请查阅这网站。刚巧想要买科技产品的人不妨到展览场看看，或许能买到价廉物美的商品。

在我印象中马来西亚好像没有举办过所谓的摄影节，我想这次的《吉隆坡摄影节》应该是吉隆坡前所未有的。它是第一个结合摄影和旅游的的活动，当中包括摄影作品展、论坛、研讨会、幻灯片和竞赛。在主办单位的杂志看到一系列的节目名单，阵容不小，内容不浅，很吸引人，值得花时间在哪展览。如果时间许可，我打算两天都到场参与。这是一个让人期待的活动，但很可惜活动的细节和时间表到现在还没有放上官网，希望主办单位尽快发布时间表以让公众可以安排时间出席。（刚刚到官网去，可能星期五就会公布时间表了。）
网址：http://klpf.com.my/
日期：8月15日-8月16日
时间：11点早上-9点晚上
地点：谷中城展览厅 Mid Valley Exhibition Gallery
入场免费

还有一个重头戏就是一年一度的《海外书市》，每年都在KLCC举办，而我每年都没有机会参与。
去年是因为人在国民服务营，要去都不行，像坐牢。前年和大前年都是因为课业的关系没能到场。我告诉自己今年我一定要到场。对之前的绿野仙踪书展有些失望，然而对《海外书市》的期望很高，不知道它会有多好。
网址：http://www.bookfestmalaysia.com/navi.htm
日期：8月22日-8月31日
时间：10点早上-10点晚上
入场费：两令吉（18岁以下的学生和60岁以上的乐龄免费入场）

有空就去看看吧，不要整天埋头在数字和办公室政治里，是时候感受一下艺术的气息了。放轻松。。。

已经成为历史的CULA2。

2009-07-14T23:33:00.004+08:00

12天前就想写这篇，又不知道为了什么一直拖到今天才有心情写。

12天前是cula2的最后一天。cula2正式营业前奕宏就开始为它而忙碌，先是设计标志，然后设计制服，想菜单。。。。。。在cula2还未开始营业到结束前总是可以感觉到奕宏总是那么的忙。以前他会很无聊的聊一些很无厘头的东西，不然就自己作一些故事来搞笑，也经常更新他的部落格。他开始为cula2奔波后就很少看到他在msn上，不像以前那么常更新部落格，因为有时间他就用来睡觉。宣传是他的事，设计是他的事，布置也是他的事，还有其他大大小小的问题他也必须处理；一个人扛那么多责任一定很累吧，而且还要承受一些无谓的冷嘲热讽。但我看得出他很享受这过程，也从中学习了很多；新知识，待人处事。老实说我还蛮羡慕他的，他总是能够享受他所做的事。我希望我很快就知道到底那里一个才是我的世界，然后在那里发光发热，像他那样。

让我想想，前前后后我好像去了cula2四次。
第一次是自己一个人去，吃奕宏大力推荐的鸡扒。那天他还请我吃5块‘大饼’，哈哈。
第二次好像是和yiling去。因为奕宏设计cula2的标志时我也有问yiling的意见，她说她想要去尝尝cula2的食物。
第三次，是约了一个住在Damansara的NS朋友，因为很靠近就硬拉她过去了，那天的天气不好，心情也不太好。
第四次，也是最后一次。也是12天前，就是cula2的最后一天，跟洁恩一起去。
因缘巧合之下洁恩认识了奕宏。因为大家都在忙，加上我很善忘，直到cula2迈入最后一个营业星期时我才想起洁恩说过她想去尝尝cula2的食物。

那天去cula2之前没通知他我们会过去cula2,到达时看见奕宏和他的同学已经坐在电视机前观看关于Michael Jackson的节目，已经在休息了，好像算是结束营业了，也没有售卖食物了。见状我们就告诉奕宏没关系，我们过去1U。但是他却去准备食物，把食材都拿出来，开始烧热洗干净了的锅子。我说不必麻烦了但他还坚持要为我们准备食物。
我们真的很不好意思，不好意思麻烦到他，因为我们而劳师动众。但任我如何喝止，他都不停手，哈哈，他应该是不想让我们失望吧。食物准备好后还说不收钱请我们吃，使我觉得更不好意思。

这是那天的chicken chop。

我第一次去cula2吃的是奕宏大力推荐的chicken chop，最后一次去cula2吃得也是chicken chop。
这叫做有头有尾？哈哈，什道理啊？

好啦，这一篇写得有些乱，因为现在睡意正浓，偏偏不是临睡前就没有心情写。
现在cula2已经告一段落，现在正在Sabah旅游的你要尽情的享受旅行。
再过一段时间你就要去德国实习了，离开真实的厨艺世界和真正的社会不远了，祝你的前途一片光明，希望你有一个美好的未来，享受着你所做的事情，让人们因为你的食物而感到满足和快乐。
遇到挫折不要轻易放弃，因为有一个可能是设计师也可能不是的emily支持着你。我会尽我所能来帮助你。
虽然每次见到你真人时好像没什么话说，哈哈哈。

Awesome cula2, You are awesome too!

就写到这里，晚安，我要睡觉了。

*奕宏，我读回这篇章时发现，你还没有rap给我听叻！

How long has it been?

2009-07-07T00:20:00.002+08:00

How long has it been since the last time i log in to my blogger account?
I have no idea. Only realized that I didn't log in here for a long time when i saw the new feature of blogger, that is 'mobile posting'.

Gonna spend some time on it, I think it would be very convenience for me, whenever wherever i have inspiration to update my blog (which normally i will lost my passion on the topic after dragging the inspiration for so long).

*is it a respond action to twitter? Well I have no idea what twitter is( I know i am outdated), but I guess it is something that will let you get many attention on you instantly.

Well, I love blogger.com, the best free blogger site ever!
I love you always!

Typhoid

2009-06-19T17:01:00.002+08:00

因为假期工的需要，刚才去了附近的诊所打了一支名叫Typhoid的预防针。

很久没有打针了，一直怕痛，进到诊所还问医生会不会痛。
针打下去时有一点刺痛，但是就那么一下子。

以为自己白担心一场，但现在我的手臂又肿又痛，救命啊！

我们来合照

2009-06-17T16:50:00.003+08:00

童话故事里的小熊阅读时，Mr.Bean的泰迪熊凑前去，拿出手机说：“我们来一张合照！”
小熊还没回过神来泰迪熊已经按下了快门。

Glad

2009-06-09T00:16:00.002+08:00

Heh, just found out that I had been taught by a very good photographer for my photography studies in college. Don't know anything about him until the last day of my sem2, from the internet only I realize that I should be proud because I am his student.

and he is way so sweet, he tagged the sem2 students in his facebook classes by classes and names by names, it is surprising that he actually know each of us and remember our names, since he didn't request us to put our photo on our profile as other subject does.

I am glad to be your student!

十科太少

2009-05-24T16:42:00.003+08:00

今早看到《南洋商报》封面的新闻，报导教育部已决定限制大马教育文凭的报考科目，计划把科目限制到最多10科或以下，以免因为报考科目的数目不同而产生种种问题。而该部在未实施此新措施前，会举行圆桌会议听取教育界和专家的意见，虽然我不是教育界人士，也不是专家，但是曾经报考大马高等教育文凭的我有一些看法和意见与大家分享。

当年我就读的国中把高中分为几个科系，包括纯理科、商科以及文课，而我选择了商科。我报考的科目为国语、英语、华语、道德、历史、科学、数学、高级数学、会计和经济，总共十科。除了华语的上课时间是在课外，其他都是课内的科目。虽然把报考科目限制在十科对我没影响，反观理科生，除了国语、英语、道德/伊斯兰教育、历史和数学是必须报考的科目，他们还得报考高级数学、生物、化学、物理和EST(English for Science and Technology)，这样就已经十科了，还没包括华语、印度语或阿拉伯语。

如果强制学生只能报考十科，将导致许多学生被迫放弃报考除了必考语言，国语和英语以外的语言科。
学生们也可能会认为既然在大马教育文凭里必须放弃其一语文科，而干脆在初中阶段就放弃了进修多一种语言的机会。
尤其现今中国与印度的经济崛起，如果学生们因为报考科目的限制而不能掌握更高水准的中文和印度文，往后马来西亚将会失去原有的多语优势。

这只是限制报考科目所带来的其中一种影响，希望教育部在实施此措施前再做多一些研究和调查，为更多方面设想，也把报考科目的限制提高。

Sneak Peak

2009-05-14T00:16:00.002+08:00

Details will be publish soon!

三味

2009-05-05T23:11:00.006+08:00

上个星期（是上个星期吗？）参加摄影‘工作室’后就到Sunway Pyramid会洁恩，然后再一起到Zanmai Sushi吃晚餐。

老实说，一直以来我都对‘寿司’敬而远之，因为第一，对寿司没什好感和兴趣，第二，我不太喜欢吃冷冰冰的食物，除了冰淇淋和ice kacang。
我的家人对日本料理也没什兴趣，吃寿司都是和朋友一起去吃。
好几年前开始接触寿司，印象中那时的选择好像来来去去就是那几件回转寿司，而Sushi King就是最常去的。
eh,应该说那时我只吃过sushi king的回转寿司和Jusco 的寿司，味道不错但是‘衰’在不够新鲜，紫菜软绵绵。
所以从来没有主动提出吃寿司的要求，直达。。。

今年的新年跟小学同学一起去Zanmai Sushi后！

第一次吃寿司吃得那么开胃，第一次吃到那么美味的寿司。
从此对Zanmai 念念不忘！
我想洁恩也是从那时候开始爱上Zanmai。

说回上个星期（上个星期还是两个星期前？）的寿司。
前面橙色的是我点的第一道寿司，洁恩介绍的。我们点了两盘。
鱼子和鱼生寿司，不记得是什么鱼子，什么鱼生，如果你知道可以告诉我，哈哈哈。
后面粉红色的是洁恩点的，不知什么名堂。

好吃，非常好吃！

接下来这个是我让那侍应生介绍的。
他说他只可以向顾客介绍该星期promotion的食物(我没听错的话），所以就介绍了这个‘彩虹饭’。
他的口述让我想像出一碗饭里面有很多不同的配料和水果，幻想中应该可以让我吃得饱。
他说12令吉++。我想12令吉可以吃饱应该值得，所以就点了。

我的‘彩虹饭’上桌时让我惊讶了一下。
'eh,为什么是寿司？’
哈哈，当时太累肚子太饿，没听清楚，听几个字不听几个字就点了，想赶快赛一些食物下肚。
当天我绕着pasar seni走了好几圈，这里走哪里拍，比我想像中累好几倍。

这就是我的‘彩虹寿司’。

‘彩虹寿司’很美丽！肚子虽然很饿，但是还是忍不住一下子拍了很多张照片，开始时还因为它太美丽不舍得吃，可是吃了第一口后就忍不住要吃下一口！
本来还以为水果搭寿司味道会很奇怪，可是，

一口咬下，ummm.... 满口新鲜水果香！好极了！
然后中间的肉馅很爽口，脆脆的，香香的！口感一流！
然后粘在寿司下面的mayonnaise开始‘发作’，寿司里除了这些还有少许芝麻和其它我不太清楚的材料，全部混合在一起产生的化学作用，真的是太美味了！
让我吃出满足感！
吃寿司时‘满足感’这3个字竟然突然冒现在我脑海里，太厉害了！
不然12令吉++买六粒那么小的寿司我会后悔死！

因为上一次吃的寿司不是在回转带上拿的，而是向侍应生点的，这次虽然所在回转带旁的位子，但是依然是想侍应生直接点寿司，我‘怀疑’三味会那么美味是因为我们吃得不是回转带上一直循环的寿司。
为了‘解惑’，我拿了一盘最便宜的寿司，想试试那个紫菜新不新鲜。
果然没有直接点的那么好，可是不差。

因为当天实在是太饿了，前面的小寿司填不满我的胃。又点了一个我小时候最喜欢吃的california hand roll。
虽然我当时不喜欢寿司，但是很爱hand roll!

这个东西也不太便宜，很好吃！
可是我的问题是，我不太清楚它的吃法。我忘了小时候我是怎样把它‘吞’下去的。
有谁可以告诉我正确的吃法？

最近广告商都看上部落格，但，这绝对不是广告！
三味寿司的美味让我写出这篇帖子！
好东西要一起分享。
下次吃寿司不妨去三味 =）

写完了，现在肚子很饿 =P

答案

2009-04-29T23:11:00.001+08:00

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的答案是

‘九不踏八’

就是

‘九唔搭八’

明白？

猜一‘成语’

2009-04-26T23:59:00.000+08:00

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crazy

2009-04-26T22:43:00.002+08:00

Siao...

I feel like i wrote the previous post yesterday and a day gone without noticed.

busy weekend to come

2009-04-24T23:12:00.003+08:00

Yeah, finally it is Friday night!

I planned to make all my assignments done before the busy weekend come, but still, no mood for it yet.

I am quite 'popular' this week, many of my friends made appointments with me and I actually need to make a schedule for 'meetings', haha, and asking myself not to forget about it.
But.........
Why didn't you guys ask me for outing when I was enjoying my holiday, instead right after my holidays end?

Haha, never mind, I love to meet you guys whenever possible.

Lazy to talk about the previous meeting, so here come my busy weekend.
Saturday afternoon would be free, want to schedule one of the meeting at the afternoon but the person not able to make it afternoon, plan to spend the time for my assignments, but, afternoon is just the wrong time for me to 'work', even more the weather is pretty crazy these days.
Saturday evening, birthday party invitation from a NS friend.
I will be attending and I wonder who else from my camp will attend it.
'Birthday party', would it sounds better if i call it as 'birthday gathering'?
Haha, somehow 'birthday party' sounds childish to me, and I didn't involve myself into it for years.
I feel a little bit awkward to attend a 'birthday party' nowadays...
*OMG, I just realize that I haven't buy birthday present for birthday girl!
Afternoon, afternoon will grab a nice one for her.

Sunday morning will be attending to a so called photography workshop somewhere around KL.
I can't believe that I actually paid rm20 for it.
I wonder what skills will I learn from it and wondering will I waste my time there.
Just got the workshop timetable by email.
Registration starts on 9 am, somebody will be giving speech on 945 am, means I can register myself as late as 930 am? LOL, I am not willing to spend too much time waiting it to be started.
I thought that it will end around 3pm or earlier, but the latest time table stated 345 pm only the workshop will end, and the time table is subject to change.

I scheduled my next 'meeting' on 3 pm, so what time I need to delay it until?
I feel so sorry for my friend, hope that she won't mind with the unsure meeting time.

That's the schedule for my weekend, Monday will be meeting Joanne, also a NS friend.
I actually want to make it at KDU, cause I want to taste the food from cula2 for the 3rd time.

So, who's next?

关于我的部落格-语言

2009-04-24T22:58:00.000+08:00

或许你们会觉得奇怪，为什么我的部落格有时是华语，有时是英语，有时是一些看不懂的语言，为什么没有一个固定的语言？

我开这个部落格时把chuzhaya定为一个中文部落格，可是却不排除把其他的语言加进我的部落格。
看回部落格的‘目录’，第一篇‘外语’帖子竟然不是英文（我一直以为是英文)。
当时是靠翻译网站来帮我写的，所以写得一团糟。
没关系，心意有表达出来。

在这个部落格里出现的第二种外语是英文，暂时还想不起当时为什么要写这帖子。
我就是这样，容易把以前的事情忘记，不能把前事做后事之师。
可能过了一些时间我会把它‘想会来’。

第三种出现的外语是德文，当时知道一位有兴趣学中文的德国朋友时常有来我的部落格，就用德文和俄罗斯问向她问好，给她个惊喜。
也要谢谢翻译网站的帮忙，哈哈。。

我现在才发现原来我从去年12月开始就有比较多的帖子是用英文写的，3月的帖子竟然全部都是英文。

为什么用英文？

并不是刻意用英文来写某些帖子，有些东西或者事情，在我脑里出现时就是某种语言，不想翻译就直接把它写出来，通常都不检查语法，这是我的毛病，学英文学了这么就，就是连简单的语法也不太清楚。
不止英文，其它语文也是如此。

有些事要用英文写才有味道，有些事要用中文写才有味道。
关于味道也关于心情。

纯粹写我想到的东西。

回顾

2009-04-23T15:49:00.005+08:00

今天的课结束得早、
回到家不要想作业，空闲一下，心情比较好，

处理电脑里的软件时，不小心看到以前办活动时的照片，看着看着，回顾起当时的情景。
想起当时的气氛，很快乐，很紧张但是很享受。
很享受中学的生活，虽然那时的生活比现在忙，忙课业，忙学会，忙活动。

电脑需要一些时间处理软件，我用封闭式耳机听音乐，静静的听，静静的等，脑力不尽浮现出办活动时的画面。
软件处理完后回过神来，我才发觉我微微的笑着。
突然觉得很开心，心情很轻松。
虽然跟中学时期比起来，现在的生活比较轻松，但是相对的心理压力却比较高。
好久没有静静的用心听音乐，没有好好的让自己静下来，思索。

提醒自己，要抽空让自己的心静下来，才可以把经历过的事看得更清楚，自己也不会糊糊涂涂的过着一天又一天。

当时我听的就是这首歌。

Welcome To DongMakGol - Hisaishi Joe

What a photo =)
放大来看你就知道我喜欢这照片的原因。
可惜相片素质很差。

刚刚也把我部落格聊天室里所有的留言都看过一遍。
因为留言量不多，所以从第一个留言开始，全部留言都被保留下来。
里面看到很多朋友、网友的问喉，关心和祝福，心觉得暖暖的。

在此我要感谢大家给我支持，关怀和开解=)
不管是朋友、网友、部落客、前辈们，谢谢你们！
感激！
希望我们的友情一直都这样继续下去 =)

Hide

2009-04-22T01:48:00.002+08:00

I try to keep this blog as private as possible, I doesn't promote my blog among my friends and my classmates, just open it for those friends I knew online, the bloggers.
I want to make this a place for me to express my feeling, but yet I failed.

The stress, the thing that I predicted, foundation's final project, made me want to hide.

I want to hide myself up, hide up, let everything happen behind me and I do not need to care about them, hide up. hide up myself.

Predicted

2009-04-22T01:01:00.002+08:00

Something happen as how I predicted.

Is this the reason I feel extremely tired today? Even before I knew it.

I never wish it to be happen, but seems like I did enough of preparation to accept the reality when it happen, I am not feeling too sad, but still I am sorrow.
Sorrow... it is out of my prediction.

I think I am too rational for the issue, I never dare to express my feeling, I never dare to take further action, what I would do is just watch, wait, and watch.

Since it happen as how I predicted, and yes, i should say good bye as I predicted, but, would I?

Sometimes I feel that I am not free to write anything I want to express, or how I feel on my blog, because I am shy to let the people know about what I think, and my feeling on that particular issue.

Damn me.

Random photos 3

2009-04-17T21:22:00.002+08:00

LOL!

Random photos 2

2009-04-17T21:03:00.005+08:00

看那蕹菜的价钱，哈哈哈。。。

超级蚱蜢。

奥巴马的贵人。

啪！

2009-04-17T18:17:00.000+08:00

照相日期：2009年4月10日

从大学开车回家，过收费站拿零钱时太紧张，不小心指甲就‘啪’一声断了。只是角落还没断，等待红灯转成绿灯时忍痛把剩下的也撕下，流血了。

指甲的尸体。

哈哈哈。。。

The Keeper

2009-04-16T22:09:00.001+08:00

The Keeper

I've been like a bird without song for awhile
Dry like a lake without rain for awhile
You suddenly stepped in my life
and made me cry, like an angel
Ooh, you're something else, like a smile without end

Come into my life
Go a little deeper
Come into my life
You could be the keeper

You're pulling me closer and you're flowin' in
With every emotion that rushes me on
To your love, light me up
Oh, you could be the keeper

I've been like a home without people for awhile
Empty like a poem without words for awhile
You suddenly stepped in my life
And made me shine, like a diamond
Ooh, you're somethin' else, like a dream without end

Come into my life
Go a little deeper
Come into my life
You could be the keeper
(All I have)
You're pulling me closer and you're flowin' in
(All I have)
With every emotion that rushes me on
To your love, light me up
Oh, you could be the keeper

Aah

Ooh, you're something else, like a dream without end
Come into my life
Go a little deeper
Come into my life
You could be the keeper
(All I have)
You're pulling me closer and you're flowin' in
(All I have)
With every emotion that rushes me on
To your love, light me up
Oh, you could be the keeper

All I have
All I have
Turn me on to your love, light me up
Oh, you could be the keeper
Turn me on to your love, light me up
Oh, you could be the keeper

Random photos

2009-04-16T22:07:00.000+08:00

Previous desktop.

Current desktop.

An Old Perfume bottle.

My wristlet.

Love and chocolate, great combination =)

隔壁家的狗

2009-04-15T20:12:00.000+08:00

照相日期：2009年4月3日

隔壁家的狗生了几只小狗，拍了很多照片。

老鼠

2009-04-14T23:49:00.000+08:00

照相日期：2009年4月3日

最近收集垃圾的罗里都不准时来，爽爽就不要来，垃圾引来了老鼠，有一只还跑进我的家。
老实说我觉得这老鼠长的很可爱，可是长大后就不晓得了，呵呵。。
它并不可爱，只是长得可爱，把我家厨房搞得乱糟糟，害我们忙了很多天。
这只老鼠被夹着时一定很害怕，它的尾巴被夹着，所以一直啃自己的尾巴，想要咬断尾巴逃走。
在这张照片里可以看到它的眼睛里还反映出我们的影子，查阅照片看到这张照片时，感到内疚。
因为不知道要怎样处理它，拍了照片后就把它放在草地，让它走了。

Photos Blog.

2009-04-14T16:09:00.007+08:00

其实我每天都想要更新部落格，只是有时没有心情，有时太累。
想要更新的东西搁置久了，就没有那份热诚想写了。
整理电脑里的资料时看到很多之前想放上来可是却懒惰放的照片，现在用看图说故事的方式把它们都放上来。

照相日期：2009年3月27日

那天去图书馆打印照片，很巧的拿到27号（背包存放库的存放号码）和28号（图书馆电脑的号码）。

照相日期：2009年3月29日

为我的漫画板做的‘人头’。

照相日期：2009年3月27日

在校园外拍到的两‘朵’很立体的云。

照相日期：2009年4月6日

人家的dslr。

照相日期：2009年4月9日

我的dslr XD！

下篇再续。

I want to eat Ice-Cream!

2009-04-14T15:13:00.001+08:00

Similarity

2009-04-13T16:52:00.004+08:00

I found someone that I think very similar to me and it is driving me into crazy!!!

cula 2

2009-04-06T23:36:00.004+08:00

yikhoong的‘餐厅’开始营业了！

其实是他们科目的一个project,从写计划书，设计餐厅的标志、制服，准备食谱、菜单，准备食材，烹饪，烘培，上菜等等，都是他们亲历亲为，而餐厅的名字是CULA 2。

今天早上的课结束后就驱车到KDU,KDU 的食堂就是cula2。
进去时看到cula2的学生穿着yh设计的制服，整体看起来很整齐帅气！上面还有ah H设计（我也有帮小小忙touch up)的餐厅标志，哈哈，突然觉得心情很愉快，哈哈哈！

Yikhoong in action!

我的午餐。

我的午餐是ah H大力推介的chicken chop, 他说他连续吃这个chicken chop吃了5天！哈哈。。
有两种酱料供选择，黑胡椒和蘑菇口味。
他问我要那种酱料，我说我要mix的，哈哈，他好像一时无言以对，然后说；‘ok咯，你要我可以弄给你的。。。’
哈哈哈。。。

这个chicken chop真的很好吃，马铃薯泥和莎拉也不错，总之比我大学的好吃很多！

除了我吃的chicken chop,cula2还有其他不同的西餐，中餐，马来西亚食物，蛋糕和面包类，水准绝对不输外面的餐厅！

大家有时间，或者午餐时可以去尝尝，给cula2一些支持!

Laptop is nothing without wireless internet connection.

2009-04-03T13:28:00.003+08:00

People usually have monday blues problem because of unwilling to work after 2 days break, but I actually enjoy monday more than friday.
My class on monday started from 0930 and usually end around 1230, so the afternoon time is all mine.
My friday classes start from 0930, usually end around 1030, and I need to stay at university until 1400, for the boring and not conducing Communication Studies, and the class will only end at 1700 pm.
The reasons I don't like to stay at university until afternoon are,
1st, the foods here are d*** bad, doesn't taste good and yet, price raised day by day, it's not convinience to 'hunt' for lunch out there, and I wonder why we can't get any of the fast food franchais here in Cyberjaya?
2nd, I didn't find any good friend/chatter at here, don't have much common/interesting topics to talk about, because of I am from 'another world'?
3rd, I prefer to spend my time at home rather than spending more than 3 hours doing nothing, I can't do my assignment using the few hours because I would need lot of instruments and the time isn't enough to make it done.

I am at the university library now writing this post, writing by my own laptop, hiak hiak, time passed by very fast with all the music and entertainment in my laptop. Oh yeah, and also m30, I brought it to entertain myself.

Actually I have more to write, but spent too much of time just to connect to the university wireless network .

Here are some photos I took with the dslr borrowed form Mr.Ho of the photolab.

I like the colour of this photo, looks dramatic?

*Only managed to upload 1 photo instead of 'photos', time's up, it is time for the boring communication studies.

さようなら

2009-04-01T01:10:00.004+08:00

yes, it was 3 days ago.
Want to write this post 3 days ago, but the time passed by too fast, I wouldn't know that it was 3 days ago without the presence of calender.
Blame somebody that stole the time, everything seems flies by, I am not fast enough to capture it and cherish it.

It was CLF's farewell, I decided to attend since I haven't past him his birthday gift, and also sending him best wishes.

Wangsa Maju is quite far from my place, but I has been to Selayang to visit my friend, gained some driving experience, I doubt that I will have problem driving to Wangsa Maju after that Selayang scene (involved myself in a minor car accident), the problem is just I am not sure the direction to Wangsa Maju and back home, haha, i took it as an adventure trip and fooled by the Malaysia Road Signs.

之前曾经跟母亲去过wangsa maju一趟，胆粗粗乱乱闯，幸好餐厅的标志够大够亮，那标志就像我的南方十字星，远远看到时马上觉得安定多了。哈哈哈。。。

到达时已经有很多人了，虽然没有一个认识的除了clf，但最后还交了几位朋友，不错，happen as my expectation，哈哈哈。。

渐渐的越来越都人到达，多到椅子都不够坐。
只能说clf的人缘超级好，他的朋友说因为他对每个人都很好，每个人都赏脸出席。

说一说餐厅，餐厅以四季为主题，名字是happy seasons，个人觉得是个不错的餐厅。
餐厅的位置是新的商业建筑区里，印象中旁边的单位都还没有进行商业活动，可是餐厅里的客人却满满的，想必一定很受当地居民的喜爱。
我在那里尝了一道小食，很满意。
餐厅的环境也很好，看得出是经过精心设计的成果。
跟餐厅的老板聊了聊，发觉老板很有想法，老板原来也是一位教师。
你们有机会经过wangsa maju不妨去哪里用餐，是个不错的选择。

Clf, 我相信你在音乐界会有一番成就，enjoy yourself at Japan, さようなら!

愚人节快乐！

2009-04-01T01:09:00.000+08:00

愚人节快乐！

理性与感性

2009-04-01T00:52:00.002+08:00

感性告诉我，如果我不把我的想法说出来，将来一定会后悔。
但我的理性压抑着表达的那份冲动，我，到底想怎样?

是不是因为快失去了才会珍惜？
还是因为终于确定，那是真的被珍惜而不是一时眷恋？

或许这几天真的是累了。
午觉起身后，感觉另外一个人似的，睡醒后才发觉原来我的身心是那么的疲累。
午睡前告诉自己，请自己帮帮忙，希望自己能够给自己一个答案，我到底应该用心还是大脑来处理这事。
睡醒想到的第一句话是，‘你应该以理性去处理这件事。’

人在疲累的状况下都是跟情绪行动的吗？
精神的时候会比较理性吗？

我不敢相信我会陷入现在这种状况。
我希望理性的分析是对的。
感性的冲动再多一点，或许现在不会犹豫不决。

一年后吧，再看看怎样。。

besame mucho

2009-03-31T01:33:00.000+08:00

Bésame, bésame mucho
Como si fuera esta noche
La última vez

Bésame, bésame mucho
Que tengo miedo a perderte
Perderte después

Bésame, bésame mucho
Como si fuera esta noche
La última vez

Bésame, bésame mucho
Que tengo miedo a perderte
Perderte después

Quiero tenerte muy cerca
Mirarme en tus ojos
Verte junto a mi
Piensa que tal ves mañana
Yo ya estaré lejos
Muy lejos de ti

Bésame, bésame mucho
Como si fuera esta noche
La última vez

Bésame, bésame mucho
Que tengo miedo a perderte
Perderte después

Bésame, bésame mucho
Que tengo miedo a perderte
Perderte después

Que tengo miedo a perderte
Perderte después

English translation:
Kiss Me A Lot

Kiss me, kiss me a lot,
As if tonight was
the last time.

Kiss me, kiss me a lot,
Because I fear to lose you,
To lose you again.

Kiss me, kiss me a lot,
As if tonight was
the last time.

Kiss me, kiss me a lot,
Because I fear to lose you,
To lose you again.

I want to have you very close
To see myself in your eyes,
To see you next to me,
Think that perhaps tomorrow
I already will be far,
very far from you.

Kiss me, kiss me a lot,
As if tonight was
the last time.

Kiss me, kiss me a lot,
Because I fear to lose you,
To lose you again.

Kiss me, kiss me a lot,
Because I fear to lose you,
To lose you again.

Because I fear to lose you,
To lose you again.

Con te partiro

2009-03-29T16:12:00.000+08:00

Con te partiro
Quando sono solo
sogno all'orizzonte
e mancan le parole
si lo so che non c'e luce
in una stanza quando manca il sole
se non ci sei tu con me
Su le finestre
mostra a tutti il mio cuore
che hai acceso
chiudi dentro me
la luce che
hai incontrato per strada

Con te partiro
paesi che non ho mai
veduto e vissuto con te
adesso si li vivro
Con te partiro
su navei per mari
che io lo so
no no non esistono piu
con te io li vivro

Quando sei lontana
sogno all'orizzonte
e mancan le parole
e io si lo so
che sei con me con me
tu mia luna tu sei qui con me
mio sole tu sei qui con me
con me con me con me

Con te partiro
paesi che non ho mai
veduto e vissuto con te
adesso si li vivro
Con te partiro
che io lo so
no no non esistono piu
con te io li rivivro
Con te partiro
su navi per mari
che io lo so
no no non esistono piu
con te io li rivivro
Con te partiro

Time to say goodbye
When I'm alone
I dream on the horizon
and words fail;
yes, I know there is no light
in a room where the sun is absent,
if you are not with me.
At the windows
show everyone my heart
which you set alight;
enclose within me
the light you
encountered on the street.

I'll go with you,
to countries I never
saw and shared with you
now, yes, I shall experience them.
I'll go with you
on ships across seas
which, I know
no, no ,exist no longer;
with you I shall experience them.

When you are far away
I dream on the horizon
and words fail,
and, yes, I know
that you are with me;
you, my moon, are here with me,
my sun, you are here with me.

I'll go with you
to countries I never
saw and shared with you,
now, yes, I shall experience them.
I'll go with you
on ships across seas
which, I know,
no, no, exist no longer;
with you I shall experience them again.
I'll go with you
on ships across the seas
which, I know,
no, no, exist no longer;
with you I shall experience them again.
I'll go with you,
I with you.

Tagged

2009-03-21T00:16:00.003+08:00

Tagged by Yiling.
Thanks to Yiling, because I have no idea what to update lately..

Remove 1 question from below and add in a personal question, make it a total of 20 questions. Then tag 5 people in your list, list them out at the end of this post. Notify them in their chat box that he/she has been tagged.

1. Crazy stuff u did before.
Cant really remember, I did a lot of crazy stuff..

2. most regrettable incident.
I broke something that my mom cherish very much.

3. If you are given a chance to reverse your life,will you back to the past ?
Nope, I enjoy my current life.

4. Can you live without music?
No!

5. Is there someone in your heart right now ?
I think so...

6. Do you feel loved in this world ?
Occasionally

7. What are you afraid to lose the most ?
family, friends,music, my 5(or maybe 6) senses

8. If there’s someone that you love, would you confess to him/her ?
it is kinda hard for me to do so.

9. List 5 things that u like in a guy/girl.
open minded, gentle, tasteful, honest, funny.

10. What are the requirements that you not wish from your other half?
Never complain about my music(better to enjoy it with me, hahaha),be gentle, open minded, tender, take care of me, tasteful...

11. What do you think is your purpose in life?
Contribute to the human being and environment; Enjoy the music.

12. Do you feel like killing someone at the moment?
No, never wish to kill anybody.

13. If there is only 1 person which can stay with you til the end of life, who would you choose?
Somebody that I love and also love me.

14. If you had a choice to be rich or happy, which one would you pick?
Happy!

15. If you have a chance, which part of your character you would like to change?
childishness(and bad EQ)

16. What is the most prized possession that you wish you can bring to Heaven?
Happy Moments

17. Name one love song that you have in mind and why?
Have I told you lately that I love you. The reasons are in the lyrics.

18. What is the one thing you love about yourself?
Have different thought within people around my age.

19. Do you believe in forever love ??
Not yet...

20. What will make you happy?
The music.

Now I want to tag Yikhoong, Lizard, Chu, CLF, i dunno who else to tag.

Sneak peak

2009-03-21T00:15:00.000+08:00

The excitement is here!

Shopping spree~

2009-03-13T23:33:00.004+08:00

I suppose to be in LUCT now, it is a concert going on now and we are forced to attend it, the lecturers told us to sign attendance at 7 pm, and the concert will starts from 8pm to 12 am. Since my class ended around 3 pm and it is not safe for me to drive alone at 12 am later, I decided to come home earlier.
Although we need to submit a photo and a report about the concert, it is not rational for me to stay at there until 12 am..

My friends asked for a ride to IOI mall on my way back, they told that it is a book fair there, can get the books in pretty cheap price.
I join them to the book fair， and I bought 7 books and 1 DVD！

This is the first time I bought so many non-academic reading material at once.

I always want to read the 《红楼梦》, this 《红楼梦》 cost me only rm9.90.
The other 5 books are the translated famous world literature, some are recommended by my friends, which are extremely cheap, cost from rm3.90 to rm4.90.

This is Teresa Teng Concert DVD Karaoke, for my mom. Cost rm14.90.
Actually I love her songs too.
Haven't play it yet, hope that the quality wouldn't disappoint me.

Mitch Albom's "The five people you meet in heaven", I want to buy this months ago, and was waiting for the promotion, and now I get it with 20% discount, cost me rm 23.40, rm5.90 saved, brilliant me, hahaha...

Another book that I paid for today is my communication class text book. It is thin and boring text book, which cost me rm43.80, not willing to pay for it but I have to =(, it's not with me yet, perhaps I will get it by next week

Other than this, I bought a 'Ferrari' this morning when I refill my car's tank.
A little bit regret for not buying it last week when I refill my car.
Not really interested with Shell's promotion after I bought the 'Aston Martin' previously, to me, the 'Aston Martin' seems like a toy than a model.

The F430.

It comes with a 'certificate' sticker and stated that it is an official licensed product from Ferrari.
At least I feel that Shell show their sincerity towards the customers in this promotion(comparing with the 'Aston Martin' promotion -.-)
This worth my money than the Aston martin, I am willing to buy another model of it, am waiting for the Ferrari F1 model XD.
Another uncle paying for the model when I am about to leave the counter, we smiled to each other, the feeling was good, perhaps the promotion let us feel that our dreams(buying a Ferrari) are about to come true? Or because of we are getting a new toy like the children and happy for it?

The shopping spree is not end yet, I might be getting a Canon 40D for my photography class, depends on when will my father pass me the cheque, I am excited for it, because my dream is about to come true.

SPM result

2009-03-12T23:17:00.006+08:00

Sempena pelepasan keputusan SPM tahun 2008, saya ingin menkongsikan satu article dengan para pembaca.

While searching for SPM related article, I found this article.
This is very similar with my thought, and very interesting also, instead of writing another long post, i decide to post it here.

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It's been few days since the SPM 2006 result is out. As usual, those top scorers from all over Malaysia got their photos and names published on the headline of most local newspapers. Congratulations to them, for having the chance to being a temporary celebrity. After 1 week from the day SPM result is release, they're literally back to become a nobody, just another ordinary teenager who just got the SPM result.

OK now let us focus back to those SPM top scorers, all those students who got their fame through getting best results of all. I dunno why the local media like to lit up all the spotlights focusing on those students. Yeah, it's very normal for students to get very good result, but you've no needs to publicity such achievement nationwide, as if they're the national heroes.

I'm skeptical on those students, they got good results, but do they have a good life too? And other than that, do they have some other better and much useful applicable knowledge than mastering all the school subjects? Also, how about their learning methods? Those top students, they might be very good at their SPM result, but when it comes to tertiary education, everything have to start from scratch, and some of the top-students did miserably in tertiary level because they could not adapt to the new environment and the challenges. Compare tertiary level to SPM level, it's a laughable matter.

I believe not many of them from the top scorers can really enjoy life while they're still in the school. So many subjects to be revised, and so much pressure from the teachers and parents, it aint easy for a normal 17 years old teenager to cope with it.
I've no complains with those students who study the smart way and achieve good results, and yet they still have life.

What I mean by life is that, one have a good relationship with the family, a respectable social status among friends and teachers, a healthy lifestyle, get involved in certain sports, to fully utilise one's life, that, is what I called LIFE! Perhaps that's my own perception, as that's my life. :)

After taking the SPM result, its time for students to decide where to continue studies. Now this is the part where the SPM result cast it's magic. Good result means one can get scholarship and sponsorship easier, and with co-cu acitivities as bonus, they literally are entitled with different types of education aids. For students with financial problem, this is a very good chance for them to further studies in higher education level.
Now, what about those average-score students? They might be able to enroll into colleges or other institutions, but it's proven to be more difficult than those who score well. As far as I concern, it's very hard for an average-score SPM holder student to get a decent scholarship or so. There is educational aids for them, but it's likely to be allocated for those who gets better results.

At the end of the day, average-score and low-score SPM holders found themselves in the middle of a crossroad. The straight expressway leading to tertiary education is covered with lots of obstacles, and you know not many wanted to take the hard route. Since it's a crossroad, there's still other path too, but then they lead to different result at last. Some may resort to working, some may still continue study in other institutions, but that's not their intention at first. Just because of the result they get for SPM, their future might change once in for all.

In my opinion, SPM cert can be quite important locally but it's not really important for those who want to study elsewhere. Most universities out of Malaysia did not recognise SPM, they seek for a higher level of qualification like A levels or STPM and so on. STPM is the big brother of SPM, but it's harder to study compare to study. STPM have it's reputation of being a tough exam, being recognized by many countries.

Let me give you a clearer picture about SPM and STPM.

# SPM Taken by Form 5 students of secondary school. Normally students at 17 take this exam, but some may be 16 or 18 while taking the exam.
# It's basically the final exam for secondary school student. This is the exam where you have to answer the questions based on your 5 years school experience and knowledge.
# This exam is equivalent to GCE O-level.
# Part of the syllabus is in Malay and part of it is in Eng. Science and Maths subjects are thought in English.
# According to a report from MoE, the total subjects for SPM is 108 subjects, students are limited to take up to 21 subjects total.
# Exam period length from 2 weeks to 1 month, depends on the subjects and the time-table.

STPM
# A pre-U studies and a continuation of Form 5 studies. Students studied this for 2 years and will be taking the STPM exam at the end of 2nd year. Some school separate the Form 6 into Upper 6 and Lower 6 to avoid confusion which one from them are taking STPM at that year.
# Equivalent to GCE A-level.
# Limited subjects can be taken. Most of the time students would take 4 subjects for the exam, and some exceptions can take 5 subjects total.
# Teaching language is English, the only subject thought in Malay is Pengajian Am, sort of like General Studies for A level.

Talk about STPM, locally it's also referred as Form 6, is a continuation of Form 5(SPM) education. Form 6 is the formal pre-U stage provided by the Ministry of Education, well students nowdays dont really like to get into Form 6.

First, STPM is tough, it's a struggle while u're coming from Form 5 to Form 6 syllabus. Perhaps there's some conflicts with the teaching-language, a change from Malay to English teachings. Students who're weak in Eng found themselves in a very challenging stage. Even those who're good in Eng also have their own trouble adapting this kind of teachings too.

Second, students have heard so many stories bout the life of an STPM student. It's a tough life not many wanted to have. It's not because of the syllabus, but it's with the exam. I heard, the exam can be extremely tough if you're not well-prepared. But no matter how tough it is, there's still top students who could survive and pass STPM with flying colors.

Third, some students wanted to get out from the school badly. Study in Form 6 means that the student still have to stick with dated school rules for another 1-2 years(depends on the length of Form 6, which varies in different school). They claimed that they wanted freedom to study outside of school, so they prefer colleges because of it's lenient rules.

Forth, you have to help yourself studying for STPM, as the teachers' role in STPM is like the lecturer in college, you have to do things by yourself and you could not expect the tutor to help you totally. This kind of environment will drive a person to work harder and those who could not adapt this trend would be eliminated from the competition.

Personally, I'm not so keen to enter Form 6. The 4 reasons above are actually my own reasons, lol. But I think Form 6 is a good choice, if the overall structure and organisation can be improved on par with A level studies in colleges. Besides, Form 6 is the cheapest choice for pre-U studies.

OK now end of STPM stories, because I dont really have ideas keep on writing STPM stuff. I think, no matter what's your result for SPM, whether it's good or bad, this isnt the end yet. Tertiary education level is a different story from the secondary school.
To ensure that you can do well in tertiary level, you have to learn how to adapt the environment, to be able to catch up with the studies and do not waste any time on unnecessary activities.

That's it, I think that's the essay I can write about then. Should I label this post as another masterpiece? Hmm....

* I got the idea of writing this post after reading some reader comments from today's The Star. Since I'm one of the student who got the result too, so I've lots of thoughts about this SPM result.

Author, CLF.
to original post, SPM result dilemma.
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Academic result is not the most important, same as wealth, it could make your life easier but it will never be the major of your life, your life is decided by how you live it.

Audio Technica m30

2009-03-07T15:54:00.005+08:00

I am forgetful.

Checking back to my previous post, I've wrote a post about what CLF gave me at the last time we met, the purpose for me to write the post was to say thanks to him, and I just found out that I didn't write the 'thank you' part for the post...what a forgetful person I am..swt..

So let me write another 'thank you' post and make some review about the headphone, hiak hiak XD

I've never heard of Audio Technica before CLF told me that there is such thing exist in the world.

According to CLF, 'These types of headphones are usually used in studio for music production purpose (eg: recording & mixing), which requires accurate and precise sound signature in order to produce the best result.'

Good headphone need good music player to exert its quality.
I tried m30 with my creative zen neeon, honestly it didn't surprise me with its quality.
I tried it with my laptop after Zen, and here comes the outstanding result, perhaps it was because of the 'EQ' setting in my creative sounds bad with m30. The problem solved after adjusted the EQ of it.

m30 perform well for any genres of music, but extremely well for female voices like Whitney Houston, Celine Dion, Mariah Carey and also sounds brilliant with piano solo.
Somehow, personally think that it doesn't sounds 'syok' when the volume is too low.

How does it feel to own a pair of 'studio level headphone'?
You will appreciate the music more than before and you will never spend money on cheap/low quality audio stuff again.

So thanks ya clf, the headphone enhance the quality of sounds in my life, and yet bring more enjoyment to mylife!

what makes reader's digest so popular?

2009-03-07T15:34:00.002+08:00

What makes reader's digest so popular? Some has say that it is because of the earthliness and easy to understand English they are using, I think another reason for it to be popular is its portable size.

Compare to other magazines, reader's digest is light in weight and small in size, you can grab it and read it with only one hand (won't be a problem for you to read it when you need another hand to hold something else). It is very convenience for people to bring it around or read it while waiting for the public transport or queuing at the bank or office.

*A matter you should consider of, is your product make the user feel easy with it and convenience enough for people to bring them around?

last day of feb 2009

2009-02-28T22:28:00.002+08:00

Time passes really fast, feel like I just watched the New Year Fireworks yesterday, and tomorrow will be the 1st day of march.

I decided to treat you guys with delicious food by March for visiting my blog once in a while, redeem it here.

personality test

2009-02-26T23:06:00.003+08:00

Saw this while hanging around friend's blog, since I want to know more about myself, I took the test, and here is my result.

Actually I am more to thinking, this 1 doesn't really accurate I think, will redo the test later.

and this, haha, 90% of musical and 60% of visual, another reason for me to change course?

DECIDOPHOBIA, I think I am facing this problem, can't make decision and recently afraid of making decision, even while doing this test..some of the answer I gave wasn't really accurate, I think.

Loooooooooooong Tag

2009-02-15T00:33:00.015+08:00

Yeeeeeeeeeehaaaaaaaaaaaa tagged me, I am lazy to write or explain more, so I just copy bulat bulat from his blog, except, the answers.

Believe it or not, I took a few days to finish this tag, the longest time i spent on the longest tag. I started it on 15th Feb 2009, 12:33 a.m, and it is 21st Feb 2009, 3p.m.

Rules:
It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag ten people. Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name : Emily

2. A four Letter Word : Earl

3. A boy's Name : Elson

4. A girl's Name : Eliza

5. An occupation : Editor

6. A color : Emerald

7. Something you'll wear : Earphone

9. A food : Eggplant

10. Something found in the bathroom: Elegant Tooth Brush

11. A place : Emergency room

12. A reason for being late : Errr, traffic jam...

13. Something you'd shout : Ewwwwwwwww....

14. A movie title : Edward Scissorhands

15. Something you drink : ENO

16. A musical group : Evanescene

17. An animal : Elephant

18. A street name : Emily's street

19. A type of car : Emily's car

20. The title of a song : Emotions

Here are the rules - post this list on your profile (in Notes) replacing my answers with yours. Tag 25 people to do the same thing.

1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE?
NO!

2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED?
2 weeks ago, get stung by bee.

3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING?
YES ! No body else can copy it.

4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE LUNCH MEAT?
Chicken, 'bak zam gai'

5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS?
Would not be marry so soon.

6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON, WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU?
YES ! According to the feed back from my friends, I am a good friend to be.

7. DO YOU USE SARCASM?
Seldom.

8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS?
Never do tonsillectomy

9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP?
I need to think about it..

10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL?
I seldom eat 'industrial food'.

11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF?
Nope, do not need to..

13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVOURITE ICE CREAM?
I think should be Mint with chocolate chips.

14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE?
His/ Her way to talk...I think...

15. RED OR PINK?
Red

16. WHAT IS YOUR LEAST FAVOURITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF?
Not so healthy body.

18. DO YOU WANT EVERYONE TO COMPLETE THIS LIST?
Not need.

19. WHAT COLOUR TROUSERS AND SHOES ARE YOU WEARING?
Black, I don't wear shoes in house.

21. WHAT ARE YOU LISTENING TO RIGHT NOW?
Polonaise, from "Eugene Onegin"-Tchaikovsky:

22. IF YOU WERE A CRAYON, WHAT COLOUR WOULD YOU BE?
Black, will not be turning off as soon as other colors, haha..

23. FAVOURITE SMELLS?
Smells? Aromatic?

24. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU TALKED TO ON THE PHONE?
My dad.

25. WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU KISSED?
My lips are virgin, hahaha.

26. FAVOURITE SPORTS TO WATCH?
Formula 1.

27. HAIR COLOUR?
Dark brown.

28. EYE COLOUR?
Dark Brown

29. DO YOU WEAR CONTACTS?
Nope.

30. FAVOURITE FOOD?
Delicious food

31. SCARY MOVIES OR HAPPY ENDINGS?
Happy ending

32. LAST MOVIE YOU WATCHED?
Cinema-The curious case of benjamin buttons.
TV - Shall we dance.

33. WHAT COLOUR SHIRT ARE YOU WEARING?
Black

34. SUMMER OR WINTER?
Winter.

35. HUGS OR KISSES?
Hugs.

36. SHOWERS OR BATHS?
Showers.

37. MOST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Things relate to Musics, cultures and histories.

38. LEAST LIKELY TO RESPOND?
Pop music, pop artists' gossips.

39. WHAT BOOK ARE YOU READING NOW?
'Internet'.

40. WHAT IS ON YOUR MOUSE PAD?
Mouse, what else?

41. WHAT DID YOU WATCH ON TV LAST NIGHT?
taiwan drama.

42. FAVOURITE SOUND(S)?
sounds of music

43. ROLLING STONES OR BEATLES?
Beatles

44. WHAT IS THE FARTHEST YOU HAVE BEEN FROM HOME?
not sure...

45. DO YOU HAVE A SPECIAL TALENT?
my brain is creative

46 WHERE WERE U BORN?
Earth

47. WHOSE ANSWERS ARE YOU LOOKING FORWARD TO GETTING BACK?
Tak tau...

25 Facts about Me :)

1. I wonder will I get a job when graduated.
2. I love music more than you can imagine!
3. I am creative.
4. I think a lot, really a LOT.
5. I met some of my best friends from the internet.
6. I scored straight A's for my 1st semester in University.
7. I watched 'Happy 3 friends' today for the very first time.
8. Love music but do not know the music theory or play any instrument professionally.
9. I buy original CDs and DVDs.
10. I started to do this tag from 15th feb 2009
11. I am quite a weirdo to my school friends, but we mix in very well =)
12. I like to meet different people from different society background.
13. Joined NS, brought back bad memories.
14. Planning to go different countries while my friends are spreading around the world.
15. stung by bees for 3 ir 4 times.
16. Like to learn different languages.
17. Love photography.
18. Music changed my life.
19. I am studying design but I don't like to draw.
20. I know some of the kinda famous person in Malaysia.
21. I want to meet the musician that amazed me! Yanni, Vitas, Maksim and so on!
22. I will create my own brand that sell my deigns and ideas, myabe name as 'Poisons'.
23. My fav color is black, most of my clothes are in black too.
24. My friends are nice.
25. I had an car accident.

Can I tag uncle you bin, aunty veron, shuqi, clf, lizard, 守护神, black mom, bombomba, tik tsin, and YiLing!

Hahaha, this is a joke.

but thoose that I informed, i really mean to tag YOU.

青蛙青蛙跳，呱呱呱！Help Help Help！

2009-02-14T00:51:00.003+08:00

马来西亚政治界最近很流行青蛙跳跳跳，看到我也心痒痒，想要试一试，跳一跳。

老实说现在想到要回去LUCT天天画画画，很有压力。
天生没有画画天分，有不太喜欢画画。

今天去LUCT查询下一期的学费，顺便问一问有没有可能可以转科系。
我希望从Foundation In Design 换成 Foundation In Communication。
答案是，以我的成绩，他们允许我转科系。

如果换成Foundation In Communication, 它会引领我到 Digital Film and TV或者 Event Management。

Communication school 是不必画画的，而Design school则必须要画画。
怎么办？

我选择设计系是因为想要有一个平台让我发挥我的创意，而以前的我认为我可以胜任天天都要画画的压力，但是我发觉我真的不喜欢画画。

你们可以帮我想想吗？
我到底要不要换科系啊？
你们当初选科系的时候都不担心出来社会找不到工作吗？

我想了好多个月，想到脑子都要爆了！
借借你们的头脑用一用吧！

We Miss You！

2009-02-11T23:12:00.000+08:00

夏浪阿姨，我要告诉你，

WE MISS　ＹＯＵ！

Santa Cai Shen

2009-02-09T16:43:00.013+08:00

不记得几个星期前，但我记得是在圣诞节后农历新年前，有一位圣诞财神传了封简讯给我。
简讯里写什么'm30,m50'的，一时还搞不懂30令吉和50令吉之间发生了什么事，再看多一遍，才发觉原来是圣诞财神要给礼物。

Clf说他买了Audio Technica 的ATH-M50,所以把两个月前买的ATH-M30无限期的借给我。
因为他要去日本念书了，又把我一直很想买但又买不到的CD和DVD借给我，直到他从日本回来为止。

我一直很想买封闭式的耳机，但对耳机的牌子没什么研究，资金不足，一直拖拖拉拉没买。

这几张DVD和CD都是在马来西亚买不到的。

你说我是不是遇到圣诞财神？